Dude. Because it's not like my emotions weren't confused or mixed up or anything before. Not at all.

Other info I forgot to share earlier: I went to my externship in California last week, and it was great. Really cool people, pretty interesting work, nice hosts. Editing may be in my future. I'm hoping to work at the library this summer and compare it with that, try and figure out what I want to do with my future. We'll see what happens.