It's weird when you find out something huge about a person that you're close to, something that you feel you should have already known. I don't know what all my friends' parents do for a living, but that doesn't bother me. But deceased parents, major life-changing events, things like that... And when it comes to my attention, it comes out of nowhere, blind-sides me, leaves me breathless almost. I feel guilty, like somehow I should have always known, or should have had some sort of conversation with them that would have brought it to my attention. I don't know. Though I feel guilty about a lot of weird things, I guess.

Back to work.