Okay, I said I was going to go read my history... But I reread the email, and it does make sense... And at the same time, I'm completely lost in the how's and why's, and I'm afraid that I'm going to start worrying about it... My mind had come to an understanding with itself, and there is a definate chance that this is going to screw that up beyond belief. Gah. I don't even know what to think or feel right now.

Now I really am going to go read history.